Remember?

Ever think about the first time you walked him to a lesbian/gay bar? I remember being scared shitless. I didn't know if I belonged or I would be accepted as a part of the community. The first time I went to a lesbian bar it was in Atlanta at My Sister's Room. I didn't go alone so I guess that broke the ice a little bit, but not much. I'm the kind of person that wants to dance no matter where I am and my friend wasn't. I remember feeling like I was at home, but needed to find out where my family was. It was like knowing I was in the right spot, but not knowing what direction to turn in. Needless to say we didn't stay long, pretty much because we spent the first couple of hours looking at people looking at each other lol. Maybe they were all thinking the same we were. The next time I went back it was pretty much the same story, but that time I was just looking for some real fun with the girls. I mean think about it.... when you walked in for your first time didn't you just want people to think you were hot! Even if you don't admit it. I know I did lol. It was more like I wanted to know if I was even attractive to girls. Long story short of course I was lmao and everything took off from there. When I moved to New York City though, I had to start all over. However, this time I went in full throttle didn't care who was around and just had fun. Trust, whenever you are truly being you and putting yourself out everything comes together. It was at Henrietta's in NYC, alone, I met my girlfriend and it couldn't have been a better night.


So do you remember your first time? How did it feel? SPILL YOUR BEANS! If you're still trying to walk in the front door, let me know I'll gladly walk in with you!